... without even realising it.

And ... when I've became aware of all ... it was already too late.

Yes.

I was already into the story.

Disliking it

Hating it in fact.

Unfortunately ... i was already under the huge influence of those ugly energies.

... even dominated.

And ... somehow is funny cause all happened ... with my agreement.

Later on ... like any other idiot ... seeing the ugly impact on my existence ... of course ... I've tried to "fix" that toxicity.

Reacting to it ... almost into the sane way.

... without understanding the huge mistake i was doing.

Entering in fact ... into that world of stupid ... illusory ... ugly energies.

Trying to fight ... with ghosts.

Never realising ... i must just leave that scene.

.... disconnect.

Totally disconnect.

Refuse to "fix" anything.

Yes.

I could simple leave that scene.

Cut all those connections with the people ... which were inducing me that toxicity.

... in continuous form.

Today ... i see all different.

And ... it's really weird what i might say.

I somehow saw the beautiful side of this so called ... toxicity.

For me ... it was actually a blessing.

I've understood that it reveals me the illusory dance of energies beyond reality.

That it is whispering me ... the secrets beyond reality.

Annoying me ... but on the other hand... trying to help me ... by force ... to evolve spiritually.

Sometimes ... even annoying me so, so much ... that i totally lose my minds.

But ... the passing of time .... made me become aware of all that.

So ... i try to smile.

I see toxicity ... as a simple element of life.

... extremely needed.

Telling me about ... duality.

I mean duality .... of my existence.

I need to accept it.

As part of life.

... of my life.

Also ... stop being ridiculous ... fighting with it.

Cause ... all is illusory.

And ... there is nothing ... to "fix".

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